Archive for July, 2008

While fishing one day I pulled up a data disk. Upon examining it, I discovered it was infact a map to some treasure. I’m not foolish enough to attempt to recover such a thing myself so I managed to enlist the help of several friends.
My dear friend, Ikohara, noticed my attire was less than battle worthy and was kind enough to offer me a set of armor to wear.
I hate armor.
I hate feeling the weight of it on my body. I hate the sound it makes as you walk. But most of all, I hate the smell. I’ve never met a set of used armor that didn’t emit a malodorous mix of metal and sweat.
This armor was no exception. I looked as ridiculous, uncomfortable and smelly as I felt and when I said so I’m afraid I may have inadvertently insulted Ikohara…

But in the interest of safety, we all agreed I should wear it anyway.
We followed the map to the exact location specified. As we expected, there were a few obstacles between us and our treasure. My friends quickly rid us of them. We greedily opened the box…

and were disappointed to find nothing of great value. I will think twice about going on another treasure hunt. I’m still trying to get the smell of Rodian and smoke out of my hair.

Last night was The Admirals’ Banquet. Nian and I worked overtime getting everything ready. I was running around like crazy till the very last minute but I’m happy to report the whole event went off without a hitch.

It was a celebration in honor of Admiral -Haruko- and Admiral Fenris.

Many of the Beowulf Fleet members attended…



I provided the food for the buffet and Nian provided the wonderful entertainment with the help of Eos’. Nian even performed a special song for the Admirals…

As far as we could tell, a good time was had by all.


Have you seen this Twi’lek?
We’ve lost contact with Wing Commander Klitos.
If you see her, please tell her to contact us.


With encouragement from many of our guild members and help from Nian, I’ve been busy preparing for a party. With the recent promotion of two of our own, an Admiral’s Banquet seemed like a great idea. However, I hadn’t realized what a large undertaking this would be.
I wrote up and sent out invites….I’ve been busy preparing dishes…. we had to secure a venue and decorate and come up with contingency plans…. Nian has been a wonderful help, volunteering her time and expertise. But with only days till the event, I’m feeling a bit stressed.
Most of the work is finished. I’m almost certain there will be enough food and drinks and with Nian in charge of entertainment, I know that everyone will have a good time. So why am I so stressed?
Well, at some point I’m probably going to have to make some kind of speech or introduction. And I’m scared to death I’m going to make a fool of myself. So much so, I still haven’t sat down to write out what I’m going to say. I don’t even want to think about it. Instead I put my energy into thinking about how to get out of it….
If you have any suggestions, or would like to volunteer for the job, let me know 
Our dear friend, Arorpe, gave us the bad news yesterday that she’ll be leaving our galaxy - forever. It was entirely unexpected and we were all stunned and saddened to hear her say it. She quickly packed up her house and shop, gave away her valuable possessions and said her goodbyes.

I’m still left speechless at the thought that she’s gone. She will be missed by those of us who knew her kindness, generosity, good sense of humor and her faithful friendship. Goodbye and good luck, our dear Arorpe.

Yesterday was my first official meeting of the Beowulf Fleet. Admiral Fenris called the meeting to clarify the rights and responsibilities of each of the officers. Since I’m not one, I got to sit and space out. Just kidding! I’m sure there will be a quiz later.
The meeting went well. Admiral Fenris was able to answer everyone’s questions and I think everyone left the meeting with a better understanding of the role they each play in advancing the fleet. I admire the way Wing Commanders Klitos, Av’ar and Maisioh Repeat and Commander Eamiae Lisse were so willing to follow the directives given. I don’t think I could take orders so gracefully.
In explaining what permissions everyone has and why he bestowed some fancy sounding title on me. I ignored the urge to go hide under the table in embarrassment and instead just started making odd jokes about the whole affair. I’m almost certain I came off as foolish or ungrateful or both. Nothing I can do now but pretend the whole thing never happened…. and hope everyone else plays along 
Many years ago, when I was first starting |Bahama-Wear|, I dreamt of a successful tailoring business. Back then I thought if I could just sell enough clothing to support myself, I’d be successful.
Recently I’ve been thinking about what success means now. Admiral Fenris shared his thoughts on achieving the rank of Admiral and obtaining his pride and joy, the Agamemnon. I completely understand how he might be a bit sad to have reached the top.
My business now is successful beyond anything I’d imagined. Just the other day, a customer I’d never met called me a celebrity. I still find that rather funny and I know he was probably just being a little dramatic…. but it made me think.
I have achieved creating a successful tailoring business. So what’s next?
I like having goals. I like working toward something. So is there still something for me to work toward?
Though sometimes it’s like keeping up with the laundry, I try to keep my vendors well stocked. I work toward serving the customers I have and winning over new ones. I work to supply uniforms to the fleet and find ways to get all our members everything they need to succeed in their choosen professions.
But in all the work and goals and meanings of success, a key thing is lost. See, I didn’t become a tailor because I wanted a successful business. I became a tailor because I have a passion for clothes. Because I love the thrill of putting together a terrific outfit or discovering a color I’ve never tried before or making someone look really good.
Success isn’t defined by how many customers, ships or credits. It doesn’t depend on level or rank.
Success is knowing what you love to do and being able to do it.
I often wonder why Bermuda spends so much time away from home….

It’s not like I nag or anything!
Bermuda showed me this lovely photo of him with the infamous Han Solo. I must admit I was impressed.

Later I was clearing all the photos out of the camera and I found this…..

(click on the photo to see it a bit larger)