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Monthly Guild Meeting

November 22nd, 2009 by Bahama

Last night’s monthly guild meeting went well.   We had a good crowd attend and I was able to cover everything on the agenda efficiently.

Most of MNETA’s projects are going very well.  I’m continually impressed with how so many of our members are willing to put so much of their time, efforts and resources toward advancing our group’s goals and aspirations.

Perfect examples of this dedication are long time guild members, Ineoch and Veeta. Each of them recently took the initiative, offered their time and resources and have breathed new life into multiple guild projects that benefit all our members. 

I’m still amazed and so grateful that I have the privilege of serving this extraordinary group of people.  As we head into the Life Day season, I hope to find ways to express to them how much they each mean to me.

Friend Not Forgotten

November 11th, 2009 by Bahama

I put in a long hard day in the shop today.  It was time again to stock the vendors.  I was quite a bit behind.  I gathered my materials, made myself comfortable at my work desk and quickly found my groove.  It’s a beautiful thing when you can get in that zone where things flow smoothly and productively along.  As my hands worked steadily, my mind wandered from subject to subject. 

Crafting a purple shirt brought to mind an old friend who was fond of the color.  Rarely was he ever seen without his trusty purple jacket.  It’s been ages since I’ve heard from him and I wondered to myself where he was and how he was doing.  We’d had a falling out many, many months ago and I thought back on the the anger he expressed in his last communication to me.

In my mind I imagined conversation after conversation that we might have.  What could I say to change things?  What could I do to turn things around?  Each imaginary conversation ended the same, with that same mistrust and anger he’s expressed so many times.  Try as I might, I couldn’t even daydream a different ending.

Those who know me know how important honesty is to me.  Friend or foe, I never intentionally lead folks astray.  I always seek to be a woman of integrity.   When I make a mistake, I do my best to make it right.  Not much is more important to me than my reputation.  More than anything, I wish to be known as someone trustworthy and true.

But what can one do when your words, actions or intentions are misinterpreted?  I can’t prove what really happened when things went sour in this relationship.  I can’t prove my feelings or intentions or thoughts.  If he can’t trust me… I’m helpless to change things.

When it all first happened I struggled daily with facing this reality. I’m still not comfortable with the fact that he thinks I’d ever intentionally hurt him.  But slowly I’ve replaced the feeling of helplessness with hope.  Hope that perhaps someday he’ll reconsider his assessment of the situation, that he’ll give me the chance to show him that my integrity and honesty is, and always has been, firmly in place.  Hope that forgiveness and love will prevail and that I’ll once more be able to be his friend, to enjoy his company and regain his trust.