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In a Galaxy Far, Far Away…

October 28th, 2012 by Bahama

I spent the next 16 years in a self-imposed exile.  I hadn’t planned on the life I loved disappearing before my eyes but that’s exactly what had happened.  In so many ways…

See, about the same time my world crumbled I discovered I was pregnant.  I never intended to have children and this news just added to an overwhleming sense of defeat.  I reluctantly returned to my parent’s home.  There I helped with the family business, did my tailoring and raised my son, Bermuda Jr.

True to his nature, Bermuda was in and out of our lives over the course of those years.  He was never around long enough to be full time father so B.J. readily accepted the attention and advice of an old man who lived nearby.  I didn’t realize it at the time but this man was busy filling my son’s head with silly ideas about ‘the force’ and other such ideas.  I regret not having put a stop to it sooner.

By the time I’d heard that things had changed and it might be safe to return to my life in Theed, it was too late.   B.J. was a stubborn, independent-minded 16 year old with his heart set on becoming a ‘jedi’.   Following in his parent’s footsteps, he left home young to go seek his own path.  While I never agreed with the path he chose, I’m secretly proud that he had the courage to follow his heart.

Free of the responsibility of raising him, I longed to go home.  I flew into Bestine nervous, not knowing what to expect.  I was very disappointed to find things so different.  So quiet.

No More Trainers

Trainers were gone.  There was no longer a tailor trainer in Bestine.

Empty Cantina

The cantinas were empty.

Empty Mos E

Even busy Mos Eisley was quiet.  A ghost town.

empty CoronetEmpty Theed

Coronet, Theed,… the story was the same everywhere.  Everyone was gone.

I really didn’t know at this point what would happen.  I didn’t know what to do. The task of rebuilding my life seemed daunting and I wondered if it was worth even attempting.  I travelled the galaxy searching for an answer…


The Darkest Day

October 24th, 2012 by Bahama

 I awoke that day in late autumn just as I had every other day before it.  I lingered in bed, eyes closed, mentally writing my to do list…

…need to restock the fishing poles over in Lake Retreat and I should really send an email to that customer who hasn’t picked up their order yet…. oh, and don’t forget to do another factory run of synthetic cloth today…

If only I could have stayed in that place.

There was no warning, no preparation for the horror that would greet me upon opening my eyes.  I can only describe it as a shift in the universe that rippled through the very fabric of life, changing everything everywhere.  Changing everyone.

I was betrayed by my own body.  I struggled to move.  I gasped for breath.

I was betrayed in my mind.  As if someone came and cut it out of my brain, hard-earned knowledge was gone.  Forever gone.

Instantly I became a stranger to myself.


Burning in anger, crushed by sorrow, I was overwhelmed by a need to escape this nightmare… this demented reality…

And so I made a choice.  I closed my eyes and fell back.  Fallen away from consciousness.

(( Yes, I left when the NGE hit. Almost 2 full years would go by before I came back to what was left of the game I loved. ))

And Then There Was More

October 23rd, 2012 by Bahama

As usual, I got my mind off Bermuda’s absence by throwing myself into my work.  With my shops in Theed and Lake Retreat firmly established, it was time to branch out.

I started by opening a |Bahama-Wear| right outside Coronet.


While I didn’t keep that branch open very long, it had a lasting impact on me.  I first loved Tatooine and then I’d fallen for Naboo.  It was during this time that Corellia took root in my heart.  I didn’t know then what an important part it would play in my life in the years to come.  Corellia would one day become ‘home’ more than anywhere else.

And to keep things interesting I tried my hand at a new type of business.   High on a hill, I created a bed and breakfast in Lake Retreat.

Bed and Breakfast at Lake Retreat

I let my creativity flow and threw myself into decorating the perfect retreat get away.  It seemed my life couldn’t get much better.  I was on top of the world, literally.

But dark days were on the horizon…

Practice With Goodbye

October 23rd, 2012 by Bahama

Weeks went by and once again Bermuda’s wanderlust spirit led him to pack up for a trip far and away.   No matter how many times the pattern played out in our relationship, it always brought a lump to my throat and fear to my heart.

Bermuda knew as much.  He’d always make sure I had everything I needed before he left.  He’d pay the mortgage on the houses, check my bank account balance and buy me a few trinkets to ease his conscience.

This time he’d also leave me with some company.


Zaza Gaboara was there to protect me and keep me safe…

but she also knew a few good tricks!


Knowing how I adored gnorts, he also gave me the most adorable baby gnort. Gnorton spent many days hopping around the shop while I worked. Bermuda knew just how to make me smile.

That’s not to say I didn’t do everything in my power to make him feel badly about leaving me.  Oh, I could put on quite the show, pouting and begging and pleading that he stay.  But in the end all it got me was a portrait of the two of us to cherish till his return.

Bermuda and Bahama